Monday, April 30, 2007

HOMEWORK! DUN DUN DUN DUMMMMM

So it's Monday. And I have quite a bit of homework to do. And I left my geometry book at school. And I have a geometry lesson to do. I am SO not smart. Oh well. So I have to do most of my homework tonight because I have piano lessons tomorrow. And I won't have much time tomorrow. Sigh. So........why did I write this? Because I have to get going on my homework. Later,

Rachel

Saturday, April 28, 2007

On Postmodern Times

Okay, so I'm supposed to read this book called Postmodern Times. I don't completely agree with everything. I mean, the author is attacking arts! What the heck! But hey, everyone has their different view on things. He's supposed to be a Christian author but........he doesn't really use any Bible verses to support his writing. Definately not cool. But I have to read it. And I have to at least pretend that I enjoy it......alot,LOL. So yeah. This is a dumb post but it's the only thing that I have to write about,LOL.

Nothing new..........

Okay. So where to start? There's absolutely NOTHING to write. Hm.......k, so I have tonz of homework to do. EXCITING! NOT. Sigh. Hm........whatever, I'll just write one of my songs that I wrote last year:

Why?

Who am I? Why am I even here?
Is there anyone who can see each falling tear?
"I have the answer", is what psychiatrists will say
But they'll only give you pills, never tell you to pray
Chorus:
You are here to honor Jesus Christ your Maker
Not to be a doctor, lawyer, or even the best baker
Medicine is not the answer, nor self-esteem
The point of even breathing is to follow Christ's lead

'I hate myself', you often cry as you look at your reflection
'I'm too fat, I'm too thin', you're looking for perfection
Maybe these next few words will help you through
God doesn't look for outer but inner to make you new

'What's the point? I wanna die', you say in anger
But death won't help you, it'll only bring you danger
God's the only One who can take your burden off
Not the ones who point at you and often even scoff

Friday, April 27, 2007

Okaya, here a goes ma thurd....wait, uh, sixth uh blog thangy ma bobber doodle. No seriously, this is my sixth blog.....no one's probably gonna read it....oh well. So why did I name this 'life that exists beyond what I can comprehend'? Because........I know that there is so much more to life than what I see right now. And I love the verse Psalm 139: 16 which says, "Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed. And in Your book they all were written, the days fashioned for me when as yet there were none of them. " God sees what I don't. I honestly don't understand how He's taking me where I'm going but........nonetheless, I'm going,LOL. Does that make sense? Whatever. Well, here's my first blogspot blog (although I have a xanga blog, and a facebook, and.....okay, a bunch of blogs that no one ever reads,LOL). So whoever looks at this blog, please realize first that I am a Christian. And I hope that my online blog expresses that. Later,
sweetggirl